This year has been one of the hardest of all, but i have also learnt so much from it. All my friends were shown to me in a totally different light, some good, some bad. But after everything, everyone has come out the other side smiling

This summer was all about drugs, drugs and more drugs literally.  I have always been aware of drugs but these past few months i think alot of people were more aware then they would of liked. Im not going to lie and say i regret these months because i dont, they taught me a life long lesson. The lesson? I’m not really sure i could sum up the lesson taught all i know is, that sometimes people you love do bad things but not to turn your back on them. But to stop and help them, be there when no one else is and in the end once all the rough part is over everything will be ok.

I’m in 6th form now, which earlier on this year during my exams i thought i would never say. But yeah i am, and it feels great to work so hard for something and it actually happen. Dont get me wrong im not the best student but i do enjoy school and learning, its just the homework that is my downfall. Also now that im working as a waitress at bowood, its hard to find time to actaully fit in all these essays. But im trying my best and hopefully it will all pay off soon.



Finally here is a photo of life at the moment, its the people who i spend my time with, Sophie, Cailtin, Hannah W, Hannah A, Lottie and Kelsey.

That is all for now as i want a nice warm Bath

xoxo

Summer holidays are OVER!! and I am glad to be back and boring old school (NOT), But I forgot just how much the weekends over a long week of school could be so rewarding

Last friday I meet up with Natalie and Nicole + other little people who weren’t important. The main point of the night is we got drunk (As usual) and Me, Tom and Harry ended up outside the chinese trying to prove Tom wasn’t the tiniest bit gay to me. But as usual I wasn’t impressed. The reason we were there? we were waiting for Natalie and Hannah to retrieve Natalie’s mobile.

Saturday : O CAMPOUT !!!! : D…..Campouts are always fun whatever happens whomever you are with they never fail to make you wanting more This campout was though different to many other as, one person was taken to Hospital after alchol poisoning :O (Bad Times) But Tom and Adam running down the main road butt naked made up for this leaving me and Luke peeing ourselves laughing. It was truely INSANE!!!

Sunday, I have always hated them they always seem to make me bored out of my brain. But this one was different I meet up with Nicole and Natalie when then bought LOTS & LOTS  Cider and headed to the nearest field (Y)  As we all sat round drinking and talking about everything and everyone we headed back to Natalie only to find Hannah and Lou Lou waiting outside in Hannah’s Car. We all jumped in with the music full blast and drove round looking for THE WHORE! after trying to find IT and failing we headed to Mario to collect some PIZZA which was amazingly TASTY!!!

This weekend is Hannah’s and Lou Lou’s last so it has to be about them and Nothing less which means getting wasted and creating memories that will alsy forever….I am going to miss you both lots especially my HANNAHKIN!!!!

Hmmm….What to tell you? Well this Last Friday was my first  night out in two bloody weeks :O It was awesome being up the pub with some of my loved ones just getting drunk Me and Natalie had a dance in the toliet which was pretty scary but fun. Then we had to try and stop Natalie from ringing 911 which is the american number but still. Me Natalie and Chelsea were all every hyper that night. One of the funnist moments was when Me, Kimberley, Natalie, Hannah and Chelsea were all let on Adam the pimp. We were all looking at the stars then as usual someone referred me to a dog >_<

This week has also been very interesting, on Monday I finally met up with Jossie after her being grounded for 5 weeks it sucked but now everyone is ungrounded. Its all good (Y)

Today was awesome I spent most of the day with Natalie and Jossie we all fell asleep in the middle of the park which dog walkers walking past looking at us as if we were hobo’s xD

At one moment in the day I was led by myself all calm and then Jossie comes and Jumps on me then somehow Natalie takes a photo that looks as if my fingers are up her ass :O There is also one where i am giving her head we don’t get any privatacy.

All the jumping on me started to take its toll….

Well I am going away to Bobbies nan’s I will write about my exciting moments there as soon as possible xD

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This weekend has been spent with mostly Nicole, Hannah, Daylan and Harry. Well there were some others but these were the main. I am starting to become closer to Hannah before we never really made any effort but now that i am she is fucking awesome. Daylan and Harry are really cool guys, when i go out with them its always fun.

Friday night was good fun, even though its hard to remember what exactley happened. Saturday was much better even though two people were pissing me off, but i forgot about this when the ran came and me harry and daylan decided to fled to the nearest bush shortly joined by Hannah. We even had a door cause we are so freaking awesome. But then the very gay liam decided to fuck it up by pulling it therefore he owes us a door.  I then ended up popping to Jossie for a few hours, i had seen her before to give her a birthday present which made me really happy when i seen her face light up as she opened it, bless her cotton socks.

Sunday or shall i recall it as today has been a odd day, i spent the morning with Nicole and Hannah which was very intersting, we suddenly got the thought into our heads that we were going to steal these sofers from this gardren, but then we realised how mad we sounded.

We then met up with Daylan, Harry, Tom, Adam, Tyler and Luke who were in the river at the time, so me and nicole decided to join in and before we knew it we were having a giant water fight in the middle of the river. After we all calmed down we all led out in a line to dry ourselves but staying still is something they cant mange for long. 

As my blog for this weekend is coming to a close i would like to say how this weekend has made me realise that the more you want someone the harder it is to get them. Although you think they are amazing doesnt mean they cant be a dick. Good thing I’m over them.

Lets hope next weekended will be better, Life without Jossie (bad times)

I miss the times when we could go outside and make snow angels, those were the times.

In this blog I am going to introduce Jossie to you and make this whole blog about her, as it is her Birthday tomorrow!.

Where do I start, well basically I remember when I first met Jossie we didn’t get along to be honest, we didn’t even try. Then when Nicole brought us together after a long time of knowing eachother we got on like a rocket on fire. Even how well we got on scared Nicole as her next move wasn’t her smartest and tried to spilt us up. But then mine and Jossie’s friendship wouldn’t let it happen.

Jossie is one of those people you either love or hate, But I loved her straight away. She is so funny and is never dull or boring, she is always hyper and sometimes I would wonder how she isn’t tried all the time.

Many people who meet me realise I don’t trust them very easily but whats different about mine and Jossie’s friendship is that we both trusted eachother straight awayand were able to tell eachother stuff as soon as we meet xD.

Without Jossie life would seriouly be so different who would I do are hand-shake with, plus what would me and Natalie do every evening we would have nothing to talk about, cause we actaully sit outside Natalies house talking about Jossie’s love life

The memories I share with Jossie will last forever and when we get are peace tattoo’s I will look down on my wrist and be reminded of you. Drunken nights in my room, at Nickys, Campouts, The Pub and we can’t forget the bowl.

Have a brilliant birthday, Love you loads.  You are truely my little “Rock ‘n’ Roll queen!!!”

I thought that people were laughing at me, but now I realise it was before my drunken state.

As Jossie and others have told me people were helping me as much as they could. But as I have now learned I got myself into that state and no one should have to reck their night to help me.

Sorry guys, hope you can forgive my misconception.

Best friends  x

Jossie was going to ask her mother if I could stay round for the night as she stayed round the night before. But as she rang up her mum she told Jossie she was going to a party and staying there that night. Myself, Natalie and Hannah were also invited, I met Hannah from work and I planned to stay round hers that night. We then met up with Natalie got some Fags and Drink and headed to the Party on the way though we were having seconded thoughts about going. These were people we didn’t know and we thought we wouldn’t get along. But to our surpise we entered had some drink and everyone felt chilled, random converstaion started and the night was begining to become AWESOME.

But then one drank became more I found myself on the chair in Nickys back garden not being able to move. I could open my eyes because when I did everything was spinning, I have never felt like it before. All I could do was try and breathe, I could hear people asking my question and all I could do was make sounds as answers. So in the end Nicky got hold of my mum looking back I’m glad she did because I was scared for myself. Once my mum arrived she was so angry, but i was just glad that I was finally in my own bed. All I can say is sorry to Nicky and everyone for totally recking their night. But to be honest I have never puked so much in my life.

But one thing I was kinda annoyed at the fact that One of my friends weren’t even there to help me, One of them I’m not as mad at because they were like me, and the other one couldn’t stop laughing and one was even filming me puking. No offence to them but last week I was there for One of them after they were hurt and last night she was filming me. To be honest next time they are like it I am going to stand there and laugh at them and film them.

The people who I hardly knew were the ones who helped me the most, and I thank-you for that. I’m not angry at those who didnt help me, I just feel kinda let down.

Sorry Nicky and anyone else whose night I may have recked.

After it seemed like forever we were getting ready we finally when down town to meet up with everyone whom was to join us on this evening out.  Jossie had invited so many people out which included myself, Natalie, Hannah, Louise, Adam, Tom, Daylan, Harry, Juggins and his friends. Once we meet up with everyone we went to the pub, where we all settled onto the benches and started the drinking. I was sat with Adam and his friends and being the only girl made it very embrassing as they started talking about their morning glories (Bad Times). As the conversations died down myself, Tom, Adam, Daylan and Harry decided to make are way inside and then to my surpised Adam broke Harry red band which of course means lap dance. As Adam started his Lap Dance this music started playing which was definately Lap dancing music.

We then went and got more drink and headed up to the Green. Where myself, Lousie, Hannah and Natalie used the excuss that we were going to the pee when really we decided to go drinking behind the college. But then Harry, Adam, Tom and Daylan walked round the corner asking if we were really peeing, then I came out and said some wise words which consisted of me saying “They have their vagina’s out”. Which you have proberley guessed scared them away.

As the older ones of the group wanted to go back to the pub, Myself and Jossie decided to stay with the guys so we all said our goodbyes but then surpising and I can’t remeber how it started we started ripping t-shirts opening including myself ripping the buttons off Adam’s top which was very fun and then awhile after Tom found his top being ripped open aswell. Then Adam joined me to rip Harry slipknot shirt completely to pieces.

In all the night was a complete sucess, everyone left the night with a smile on their face Jossie slept over mine that night and while we were trying to get to sleep we were talking about the events of the night, Happy Birthday Jossie your celebration night was one of the best and definatley a BRILLIANT memory. x